Sunday, November 18, 2007
Back after the long hiatus!
Apologies for the sorry state of my blog for the past, what, 3 weeks?
Regrettably, I've let activities and commitments get the best of me, being all responsible and Singaporean and studying for my 3-midterms-1-paper-and-a-gagillion-dance-practices-rehearsals-runthroughs-showoffs, which have sapped my energy and left me with an average of 4 hours of sleep a night. (anything less than 7 and I get cranky) So you can imagine my shitty mood these past weeks.
Updates:
1) Dressed up as two-face for Club SG's very successful halloween party
Before makeup:
And After:
(no im not purposely putting up pictures of me with hot girls, these are just the ones that show off my costume)
2) Got pissed off at Wharton again, re-focused my life goals. (shall elaborate at a later date)
3) Danced and danced and danced and danced and danced. Every day. And night. At the expense of my homework and my sleep. Note to myself: being part of 10,000 dance groups at the same time is not a good idea. Shall have to decide which one to drop next semester.
4) Wondering why things seem more attractive when they're unattainable. (seemingly)
But then again, all these collegiate pursuits are just oh so trivial. I've partied it up the past couple of weekends, hosted some of the funnest pregames of late, with nights ending in very satisfying ways (in totally platonic ways, you horny parkers), stuff of which I thought would define my college experience. But would they? Tonight I'm sitting at home waiting for my laundry to be done after a nightful of pho, jazz and video watching, yet I still feel... incomplete.
'Course, I could make a couple of phone calls and arrange a spontaneous fun filled evening, but I'd probably wake up tomorrow and still live in the fear of feeling incomplete. Whatwhatwhat would cure this insatiable appetite for experience-collecting?
(How about you? Although there's probably not much point in thinking about it. I am constantly disappointed by females who disappoint me constantly. And my pride will hate you for that)
he rocked the party at 12:39 AM |
