Thursday, April 12, 2007
Lately, I've been "Ah, I don't give a shit" about my work.
I had econ midterm today, and studying for it last night just wasn't the same as before. Motivation to complete the problem sets just didnt come as easily and as passionately and it did before. And furthermore, when i DID make a stupidassmistake (that i ALWAYS seem to make in tests), possibly drastically lowering my chances for an A in this class, I really didn't care.
I don't care about the mountain of work I have this week and next week as well. Possibly because of the upcoming Spring Fling weekend. (i DID care about blowing 70 bucks on alcohol today though.. whoohoo! let the good times roll!)
One thing I do care about: Without hope or agenda, I am going to tell her. Just to get it off my chest. She's probably not going to be interested (and I'm not even sure that I want her to be), but this secret infatuation thing is pathetic. So I am going to get it over with by telling her at the end of the semester so there wont be any awkward meetings after. Speaking to Gina yesterday gave me a great (though corny) idea of doing it. It's gonna be sweet and hilarious. But at least I've got nothing to lose. :)
he rocked the party at 9:09 PM |
