Thursday, July 07, 2005
Do not automatically assume that just because i can finish my work faster than all of you, and that i get to reward myself with freedom at the end of the day, that i am skiving my ass off somewhere.
Do not automatically assume that just because oh poor you has to be up working till the wee hours that you have the justification to stir my shit and call my job "heaven" or "slack" or whatever. You're not me, you dont do my job, so dont assume to know what its like.
And do not, do not, treat me like some disposable sai kang warrior which has to pick up after you and cover for you just because you're supposedly "busier". Bullshit. We've all got the same amount of work, i just finish mine much faster than you do. So please, i've got my fair share of work to do too, so dont get all whiny and complain whenever i cant help you out with YOUR work. Its YOUR friggin work after all, so stop cooking up excuses to push it to me just cause of your perceived differences in our workloads.
And when i do help you out with duties or ceremonies or plans or whatever other rubbish, i'd appreciate it if you'd make my job a little easier by not throwing everything to me as if i was SUPPOSED to do it. Or barking instructions at me just cause my location's so convenient and you're too lazy to move your ass from your far off workplace. You ARE getting help after all, and i've got every right to tell you to screw off and do your own f-ing job. Note too, the differences in your treatment towards me before and after the job is done. Seriously, im more than happy to help just anybody out with their stuff, but not when im treated like dirt when i do help.
I wish you'd stop drawing the line between us. If you really want a distinct separation because of our jobscopes, then stop asking me to help you out with your little errands. I've got friends whom im more than happy to help out, just cause they see me as a fellow colleugue and treat me with that respect too. Dont expect that from me if you're not prepared to give it in the first place. I'm tired of trying to convince all of you that i'm not some outsider, that im the same guy you fought alongside with just a few months before.
Oh, and stop calling me when im on leave or on course. Thanks.
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Whew, that felt better. Am sorry for the terribly unpleasant post dear reader, sometimes you just need to get things off your chest, know what i mean? Oh, and a disclaimer: this post wasnt directed at any one person in particular, just how some people around me have been treating me. Which is a little pissing.
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