Sunday, October 19, 2003
I just jumped on the friendster bandwagon. My my, it IS addictive! dammit.
My dad's going to write a letter asking to withdraw me from commandos! He figures i have a good chance to being transferred out cause of my sister, who's autistic. Thought it was crazy at first, but on deeper thought it makes a whole lot of sense.
Like my dad said, "you excelling in commandos is a real rare chance. That's like asking you, with your okay grades, to be a scholar!" Which is true la, i may be able to get gold for napfa and i may be able to run fast, but that's nothing compared to the rest of the commandos. What chance do i have for ocs? Near zilch, im afraid, thinking of the practical aspect.
Now, says my dad, should i get transferred to normal BMT, and if i push myself, maybe i'll be able to be outstanding and stand a chance for OCS? yes? That is, after all, my aim isnt it? which is true. On his part, dad is really concerned over all the crap that has been going on in the School of commando training, and he doesnt want anything to happen to me, cause i gotta take care of my sis. (aww..)
Paradox: Its not going to be easy requesting for a transfer, since i got my letter already. What if they get so buay song they simply chuck me in police? There go visions of ocs, or parachuting out of a plane, whatsoever. Crap. That's the last thing i want to happen. I'd rather go through commando training.
How? 2 choices: Appeal for transfer, or not?
3 outcomes: 1)stay in commandos and not make it to ocs, 2)go through normal bmt (and hopefully ocs), 3)get chucked in police, or worse, civil defence!
I hate decisions like these. Like when i was deciding whether to stay in SAJC or go VJC. irritating. Help me out here, dear reader!
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