Wednesday, September 24, 2003
those were precisely all the moods i went through for the past 2 days. sheesh. Changes in mood are irritating. Hate it when jam packed jc life shoots a hundred things at you which can make u feel happy one moment and sad the next. Its a good thing tonight ended with a -smiles-
Yay is for good results so far for prelims.
I certainly did much better than expected. (so far) Its a true miracle, you dont know how relieved/flabbergasted i am. So far, i've only received all of maths back, which i scored an overall 61, a C. (65 for paper 1 and 57 for paper 2) Not fantastic yes, but comparatively one of the better ones in college already given a killer paper 2. (still pissed at careless mistakes)
Econs: Really proud of it.. scored 15/20 for DRQ, 22/30 for case study and 23/30 for mcqs. hooray! Den again, there're bound to be pple who scored better.
Chem: Was pleasantly surprised to receive a 40.5/60 for paper 2 and 50.5 for paper 4. Caleb lee actually smiled at me when he returned the paper, i've never seen him smile before (except the xialan "you're damn stupid u know" smile he gives to me sometimes)
Physics: A miracle indeed.. remember that killer physics paper 2? Turns out i passed it with an amazing 47/90! Okay so i scraped a pass, but mannan apparantly said the college average was 35. So that's really good.
mcqs scored 48/60, practical scored 24/34, design scored 12/15.
Grr is for stupid spotchecks and neow teachers.
I actually got caught for my hair today! my hair!! and my low pants too. (what the hell's wrong with them, who wears their pants so high anyway?) thought i was pretty safe since i'd talked to mrs lim and mr silas before in my new hairstyle, and neither said anything. mrs lim even complimented me about it. Just my luck to have neow madam chan checking our class during spotcheck today and sending me to the track with everyone else. Grr. I've never gotten into trouble in sajc before! Irritating. Nolan, chiahow and a whole bunch of my classmates were caught too.. stupid neow teachers. Thankfully, Stanley Ong let me off with a "can u use a comb and water and change your hairstyle?" and i didnt have to go to their lovely school barber.
Bleargh is for being a total dick today when i was out with her
Yeah i was pretty tired today since i slept pretty late last night. But she said a little thing which irritated me (got irritated cause of a totally illogical reason, you dont have to know) so i acted like an idiot and didnt talk much. Poor her was trying to cheer me up but a combination of fatigue and irritation made it futile. im such an idiot. Aragh. But was a good thing that i slapped myself somewhere along the way and went back to normal. -sigh- oh man she's so wonderful and patient.
Smiles is for knowing someone loves me.
Yes, i do love you. i dont mind telling the world. Despite how i acted, despite all my shortcomings, you're still here, saying all these wonderful things, being the angel that you are. Im really lucky you know, to find someone like you. I only hope i can treat you in the way that you deserve to be treated. And in your words, yes, we are going to make it through.. :) Happiness is me.
he rocked the party at 8:49 AM |
